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Reading 2
Anya's Reading:
Anya's Question (submitted with her request for a reading):
Why can't I fall pregnant? My fiancé and I are desparate to
have children as soon as possible (we're getting married two months
from now) but am unable to fall pregnant. I did fall pregnant at the
end of last year but I lost the baby. I have been through all sorts
of tests and procedures with doctors, psychologists and homeopaths to
help me fall pregnant, they all tell me that there is no physical or
psychological reason (other than the stress of the upcoming wedding)
why we should be battling, but still no luck. We've been trying for
this baby for 8 months now, so I don't think the wedding stress has
anything to do with it. I am a very unstressed and happy lady. My life
just feels so perfect except for this one thing. What is the reason
for this?
E-mail 1 of 2 Carine to Anya (18/02/02):
Dear Anya
Your reading has taken considerably longer than usual owing to the fact
that what I was picking up energetically did not resonate at all with
what was portrayed in your original e-mail. It is clear to me from reading
your energy that by nature, you are in fact a happy, relaxed and peace-loving
person. Howevver what I was picking up repeatedly was a feeling of extreme
discomfort or fear which has clearly been hanging around for some time
now and it is utterly debilitating for you. I strongly feel that you're
withholding something, which is unconsciously affecting every area of
your life. While I believe that there is a strong connection between
this and having a child, right now I am far more concerned about the
current and long term effect on your well-being if this issue is not
addressed urgently. I also think that it is extremely unlikely that
you will fall pregnant under these circumstances.
Know that there is no judgement here and that all
issues can be resolved. Also, I strongly sense that the repercussions
of opening this issue up aren't nearly as big as you think they are.
The relief, release and resurgance which you will experience from this
is likely to be life changing for you in a profound and beautiful way.
I suggest that you take some time to think things through and come back
to me when you feel that you're ready to move forward.
E-mail 2 of 2 Anya to Carine (26/04/02):
I don't know how to say all of what I have to say. I took so long
to come back to you because I just couldn't face it. I feel desperate,
sad and lonely inside. My soul is crying and my life and love is falling
apart because of it. I have had AIDS for 8 years now and have told nobody
because I don't believe that people get sick from it if their attitude
is positive about it. I have never taken medicine for it and I have
never been sick from it so nobody suspects anything. My fiancé
is also usually a positive person like me, but his brother died of AIDS
two years ago and it affected him very badly. He has become very negative
about AIDS because of it. If I tell him, he will leave me and will probably
also get sick. He will hate me for the terrible thing I've done if I
told him. He is also my employer, so I would have to face losing my
job also. I have sleepless nights because of this and it's beginning
to drive me crazy. Please help me and tell me what to do.
E-mail 3 of 4 Carine to Anya (27/04/02):
Firstly I want to commend you on having the courage to confront this
issue. I know it hasn't been easy. Secondly, I want to clarify my role
in this: I am here to guide you by showing you your options or revealing
sides to this that may not be visible to you, and then leave you with
the freedom to choose what you need to do.
Clearly, through non-disclosure in this case, you have placed yourself
in a position of extreme resistance. It is important for you to ease
this by focusing on the gifts and opportunities for growth which have
been presented to you within this, and there are many. Recognise that
you have been presented with a huge life lesson through this and by
rising to the challenges you will create a platform to catapult yourself
to greater heights than you have ever known.
The discomfort within you is your guidance clearly telling you that
things cannot continue as they currently stand and that you need to
move forward either by telling him, or by moving on. Either way, there
is a wonderful opportunity for you to teach. Your healthy attitude towards
both AIDS and life has served you very well and there is no reason for
you not to use your experience to guide and assist others towards their
own health and well-being in any situation. By opening up to your fiancé
on this issue, you also have an opportunity to know him in a deeper
and more meaningful way than ever before. I strongly feel that the two
of you, as well as your relationship, are on the verge of an enormous
breakthrough as a result of this.
Trust that everything somehow always unfolds perfectly, despite it seeming
to be quite the opposite at times. In this case, at a soul level, you
and your finacé are in fact being of service to one another,
and there's simply no point in beating yourself up about what has transpired
thus far. Please let me know how things pan out.
E-mail 4 of 4 Anya to Carine (06/05/02):
The last week has been terrible. I took my man away for the weekend
and at the end of it told him everything. He did not speak to me for
a few days and it looked like he was going to leave me. Last night he
came home and told me that he loves me and does not want to lose me.
We sat up all night just talking and crying. We are still going ahead
with the wedding but have decided to delay decisions about having a
child. What I really liked about it most is that he says that sees from
my example that people do not need suffer or die from AIDS. I feel very
tired and sad today but also relieved that I told him. I know I did
the right thing. Thank you for helping me.
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