In my early teens I became fascinated with claimed
effects of meditation, but had little knowledge of how to really do
it or what its true potential was. Subjects like this were at the time
generally considered to be taboo, and were thus not freely discussed.
At the time there was very little literature freely available on things
paranormal, but I read and reread whatever I could find. Yet I still
had many unanswered questions. I knew there was more but didn't know
how to access it. What did however remain with me from this time, was
an idea touted by one of the authors where he spoke of how belief could
convert a pile of sand into a diamond instantly. I was convinced and
spent tireless hours piling sand onto my hand and willing it to turn
into a diamond. I never was successful at this practice, but I did emerge
with a belief that anything was possible, changed tack, and went off
in pursuit of my diamond elsewhere.
In my 20's and 30's I attended any and every course
that mildly alluded to things metaphysical and while there was benefit
in all of them, I still had not found either my diamond or the sense
of connection which I was seeking. I began interpreting my dreams in
and received wonderful guidance from them. What also presented itself
to me during this time was the opportunity to teach metaphysical courses
in psychic development, dream interpretation, advanced meditation, developing
auric sight, remote viewing and developing the ability to have conscious
out-of-body experiences. Overnight I closed my publishing and graphic
design businesses and lunged at the opportunity. It was here that my
own psychic abilities, dream interpretation skills and general personal
development really began to catapult. I consciously reconnected with
my guides and through this help, began to connect with myself in a profound
way. Almost by default and as a natural extension of teaching, I found
myself interpreting dreams and providing intuitive readings for students,
and later for the general public. Based on the feedback which I received
from sitters, I realized that their lives had largely changed for the
better and I knew I was onto a good thing. Most of all, giving readings
was constantly uplifting for me. Yet inside me there was still a sense
of incompletion. I quickly came to understand that much of what I had
learned still lay at an intellectual level and I felt I could not effectively
teach that which I had not yet personally embodied. I seemed to be successfully
guiding others to their own connection, but had not yet fully accessed
my own. I felt that my search had gone on long enough. I asked the Universe
for help.
What followed was a series of extraordinary meditative
and out-of-body experiences. Words cannot possibly do justice to the
information, knowing and love that was and still is "downloaded"
to me during these times. I had acessed my portal. Through this, I finally
found my own inner diamond and much, much more. It has been in this
way that I finally established a clear, open and awesome connection
to the Universe which has assisted me greatly in improving the quality
of my life, as well as my teaching, dream interpreting and spiritual
counseling skills.
The thrill of connecting to the Universe and assisting
others to access that within them which elevates them to a place of
perpetual ecstasy, is beyond description. Everybody has a diamond and
much more within them, and assisting others in finding their own inner
treasure and accessing the place of utter bliss and connection which
lies behind it, has become my life mission. I have learned to live in
a state of love, acceptance, connection and joy, and invite you to do
so too.
I send you much love and light!
Carine